Have you ever asked yourself, "is it always going to be this hard? or Is this as good as it gets?" 

I have! For me, life yo-yod between monotonous and overwhelming with little glimmers of joyful moments and peace. My highs we high and my lows were low. Some days I felt like I could take on anything, other days I could barely get motivated to make lunch.  

I began looking for something. I didn't really know what I was looking for, but I believed that those who seek, find. I knew something else, something more was out there for me. When I found it, I didn't actually know what I had. It came in an unliekly package and I kept trying to send it back. But then something happened that changed it all.